About Sophie
I am Sophia and I specialise in facilitating change and healing on many levels throughout the Divine and the Human aspects of you. This can include but is not limited to; instigating Awakening, Ascension Integration, Soul Alignment, Activations, Cycle/pattern shifting, serving as a Cosmic Doula for your rebirth, and many other magical and miraculous ways that Christ Consciousness desires to move through me for the greater Good. We travel into the void and access the Quantum field on a journey of inner exploration, everything that is experienced ‘out there’ is a reflection of what is within, for you are a single tiny cell in a great Universe, and contain the Universe within every cell of your being.
From Farm Girl to Forest Queen
I grew up in the middle of nowhere, on a farm that my paternal ancestors had founded. It was nestled in the far NW corner of Zambia, in central southern Africa. We had no power lines or electricity other than a generator that we ran for 4 hours at night. Everything we ate we farmed, grew, hunted or traded, bar a few things that would have been bought at the nearest town which at that time was about a 7 hour drive away. Very simple, very natural. I remember a mix of loving the isolation and nature everywhere, and once I grew older, the awareness that I was different and out of touch with the majority of people. My ancestors were missionaries, in fact both sides of my lineage hail from the UK. I did an ancestry analysis a few years ago, hoping for some ‘exciting’ or ‘ethnic’ blood and was somewhat disappointed to find that I am primarily British, with some Scottish, Welsh, Irish and Northern European (I like to think that this is the Viking in me). This felt extremely boring and limiting at the time, but I have since done some connecting to the land and ancestors and have moved through the block that being white skinned meant I didn’t have deep culture and connection to this Earth, with traditions, beliefs and power that are to be respected not disappointed by. I have also incarnated in this realm with many different vessels and skin colours and traditions so it has been very profound for me to acknowledge why I feel so moved by certain cultures, traditions, music and medicine. It is a remembrance that spans way beyond this lifetime, which is where the magic of infinite existence and eternal consciousness comes in!
I grew up wild and wonderful, with no awareness of lack when there was nothing to compare to. I had the priviledge of treading barefoot on the lands of Africa and imbibing in all her flora and fauna glories, dancing in the thunderstorms and rain, sunsets have never been so breath taking as those. I spent my early childhood at a school that my ancestors founded, along with the farm I lived on and a hospital. I heard and read many a time in the stories that were passed down that they docked on the west coast of Africa, and trekked across the continent until God told them to stop, atop a hill. There were less mosquitos up there, which helped when wanting to avoid malaria! And they settled there to minister their services as Doctors and servants of God. Deeply religious people. Little did I know that I would reconcile myself with these ancestors that I had rejected, on the second day of hiking up the Himalayas on an ancestral healing pilgrimage in India. I was immersed in my connection with the Magdalenes and using that strength to power me up when it dawned on me that I too was a missionary?!? I am here on Earth with a mission, and I will travel around sharing that message because it calls strongly to me. The fact that my ancestors message is different to mine, doesn’t mean that they weren’t dedicated and in pure intention with their mission. I too ‘cast out demons’ like they did and I too have baptized someone and witnessed their life start over. So many gifts are hidden beside shadows. Ancestral healing isn’t just about the trauma and the shadows, what about the strengths and the gifts that they had? Let’s be empowered by those! I spent my early childhood at school on our farm, then boarding at said school like everyone else. I remember our leaving the farm to a little community close by when I was about 11 years old, around the time that I went to do secondary school at another boarding school about a 12hour drive away. I would go on to spend no more than 5years at any given address, constantly on the go from one place to another.
This is a very long winded way of saying that I chose to incarnate into a deeply religious childhood, with an avenue out through my parents, who didn’t particularly offer an alternative that I could grasp. While I had some very deep and profound experiences there, feeling the Holy Spirit in my body viscerally once, religion itself did not stick or land or feel right for that matter, and once I left Africa for the UK, I left most if not all of that shepherding behind me. I lived with my maternal grandparents in England till my mid 20’s, doing various degrees of study, work, travel and life. It was here that I had my first experience with reiki and was attuned by my best friends Mum on her living room floor the night before I left for Canada. (If you know me at all you will know that pieces of paper and titles don’t mean much to me, it is more about the essence and embodiment of it). My intuition was coming back online, I was dabbling in the oracular world of divinity and life was never the same again after that first activation. I was (or am) a rather intelligent individual, who typically brushes academic achievements under the table, but I did graduate University in the top 2% of the country and had ambitions to become an environmental lawyer when I completed post graduate law school. Oh how the Universe plays games with us! As a child I only ever wanted to be a teacher. I loved Earth, nature and babies. After all is said and done, there is no lawyer alive in me, and no main stream teacher either, but I do feel the Earth and have a calling to do what is right, and a very nurturing divine mother energy that makes me very good at what I do now. I teach and impart divinely guided wisdom to many of my clients. My God given and Christ consciousness remembered gifts have me guiding souls, teaching souls, as together we raise the consciousness of humanity and this place we call home. In order to get to this place, I had to dive back into the religious playing field that I had shunned, in order to find God. When I had my awakening, I knew without a doubt, that there was no life without God, and if I didn’t agree with religion, why? And how do I extract God from religion and make my peace and find my power with it all? That was one of the most beautiful plot twists I planned for this life, that I would have to figure out the separation inducing, division creating energy of religion. That in order to answer the calling of my soul to find the God within, I would have to see through the matrix of limiting beliefs, the confines and structures designed to keep people trapped in the loop of incarnation with no hope of ascending through this realm on the wings of Christ consciousness remembrance. And I would have to face all the ridicule and rejection that may come from that community and extended family by doing so. Though me getting divorced was also a big hit to many! I moved to Canada in my mid 20’s, ostensibly for a year, but my intuition that I had started to listen to, told me otherwise. I left behind law school and life as I knew it and moved to my third continent of residence with 2 suitcases and a piece of art. It was here, in Ontario, that I would meet and marry my husband, ‘lose’ my newly found spiritual path and birth 2 sons. I felt that I had waited my whole life to become a mother, it was an almost consuming desire within me by the time they arrived. And then I lost myself in motherhood.
10 years in Ontario, several homes, 2 children and finally the west coast of Canada was calling. We moved here in 2017 for my husbands job and I have never been more at home anywhere in the world. Over time it became more home than even Zambia. I know now that home is within, a sense of belonging in the Self, so in truth, I found myself in B.C., but now I can be at home anywhere because of who I am. And I feel the distant calling of perhaps another continent in my future…
My great awakening happened when my marriage ended. As much as it is my story and I desire to be authentic and vulnerable, when my story is also someone else’s story, I honour and respect the timing of things being shared and to what extent, especially when my children are concerned. Needless to say it was very traumatic for me, and it was the exact catalyst that I needed to snap out of the delirium I had been living in, surviving in. It was like the Universe said “alright enough Sophie, this is how bad its going to get so that you shift trajectories big time and find where you are supposed to be going!” I heard the Universe loud and clear and never looked back. I have been unraveling everything about myself ever since, every identity, expectation, title, role, belief, shadow, story and so on. I have morphed into so many versions of myself that I cannot even keep track. Just when I felt I had finally arrived at the new me, something else would happen and set off another spiral of change. I now understand that this is an eternal dance that I agreed to, that I will continue to evolve as more and more is asked of me in order for me to show up fully. It takes near death experiences, shocking, traumatic experiences, to snap us out of ways of living that don’t serve us, and once we can see that these are gifts not disasters, we are on our way to wholeness. I have navigated so much change that I have created a piece on it called The Art of Being Reborn, which you can read about on another page here. There is beauty in dissolution and evolution, when all crumbles and falls apart, it means that anything is possible when you build yourself back up. It calls us into deep surrender and trust in God and in the great plan that is for us.
Since the end of 2019 I have been in a constant state of evolution as I catch up to my Souls desire to fulfill it’s mission here. I devoured an online reiki course in days, just lit up and driven at the connection I felt with it, so much deeper than when I had first dabbled in it over a decade earlier. Timing is everything, as is willingness to let go of who you think you are to allow space to become. I threw myself into divinity with tarot and oracle cards, intuition on fire and psychic gifts pouring in as I recognised them and worked with them. It is an ongoing relationship with the Divine, the more you work on it the easier it becomes. I have read many, many books and articles, done courses, soaked up and riffled through many sources of information and learnt that my discernment with what resonates and is true for me is the utmost importance. There is no One way, there is only Your way. Know thyself! The majority of things that I do in my work have unfolded naturally as I worked on myself over the years, or in collaboration with a few trusted friends/colleagues. I unlocked the gift of speaking light languages by using my own voice to vibrate sounds throughout my body. I have been guided and shown by my spirit guides and ascended teachers how to do things, it is a co-creation of me remembering that I already know how to do these things, have done them many many times in many lifetimes before. Everything that comes through me has happened to me, as I continue to expand myself further and further. This journey is not for the faint of heart, don’t come down this path if you want stability, normalcy, comfortable consistency. My life has fluctuated and changed so much I cannot even keep track. Dancing for days on end to integrate huge influxes of energy, sleeping through upgrades and surges, floating through merging timelines, once you know, you cant unknow, once you commit, you can’t go back. And I recommit, over and over, to my purpose here, to God, to the greater Good, constantly pushing and reaching so that I can meet my contracts and agreements. All while being a messy human, embodying the gift that life as a human is, the emotions, the humbling loss of control, the losing my shit and being less than perfect over and over again. Learning to forgive myself has been huge, grace and compassion are key to this ride. Being a mother is the most mirror confronting experience, you can’t hide from the unhealed parts of you, children are our teachers, not the other way around. Being in a conscious relationship is humbling, the idea of fairytale endings is an illusion, conscious partners challenge you to grow in the most difficult ways if you are truly open to it. I am truly blessed.
I went from offering reiki sessions in my home, on the side, to having an office space and doing what I love full time. Over time I introduced all kinds of other tools, fusions, growing and building on what I do and who I am, shedding labels as I go, and then shedding what I learnt again, ‘energy worker’ no longer resonated, reiki was the only tangible word left tethering me to the human world and now that has gone too. I fly with dragons, sing and sound with angels, merge with ascended masters, dance through multidimensions and traverse the quantum field to find what your Soul is asking for. My gifts are me, my voice, my connection, the bridge that I am, the portal that I become, and the ways that God directs ultimate life force through me will always be fluid because I surrender to it. I no longer question the what or why, I just Am. The time for playing small is gone, the time for hiding is gone, the time for holding back is gone; when I am in my fullest expression everyone benefits, whether it triggers or repels you or draws you in, my light will illuminate that which you need to see, whether you like it or not.
And here I find myself now, in full surrender to the great experience of humanity’s awakening, of the rise of consciousness for us and Gaia. I dance between the Earths crystalline grid and Sophia Christ consciousness grid, a bridge between ‘heaven’ and earth, a highway of consciousness and expression, a channel of Divine direction. Humbled by the sheer magic of this existence when I opened up to what cannot be seen with the human eye. The intuitive ‘first’ eye sees that which the human eyes cannot, the awakened higher heart feels the subtle realms, we are surrounded and connected to everything, to all the abundance, to all the etheric support, we just need to allow ourselves to exist in these timeless spaces with no limits. This current lifetime is a blip in the infinite existence of your soul. This time is a crucial time, a tipping point for the collective, each one of us is needed in our authentic expression and vibration. By being who we truly are, we radiate out a frequency that aids the rise around us. There is freedom in knowing who you aren’t, there is freedom in having faith instead of fear. The Kingdom of God is within each of us, how does it wish to be expressed through you and for the greater good…
My Spirit name arrived initially through a beloved elder who is in Spirit now. He always called me Sunia no matter how many times he was told otherwise. In time I heard it myself, as SUN-YA ROSE with a nod to the Magdalene lineage of roses. Sunya means Sophia in Russian, which brings me full circle to my love of Sophia, my preference over being called Sophie. So take your pick!
Sophie - Spiritual Warrior, Conduit for Change and Catalyst of Awakening, Channel of Highest Frequencies
“So what does it mean to be a spiritual warrior? It is far from being a soldier, but more the sincerity with which a soul faces itself in a daily way. It is the courage to be authentic that keeps us strong enough to withstand the heartbreak through which enlightenment can occur. And it is by honouring how life comes through us that we get the most out of living, not by keeping ourselves out of the way. The goal is to mix our hands in the earth, not to to stay clean.”
‘The Book of Awakening’, Mark Nepo.